So I actually published this a few days ago. The paperback edition is still not available… I’ll be fussing about that shortly. But the link for the ebook version is here. So I figured that I would let you have that until I can get the paperback live for you.
Lyrics – There’s a war inside my head Sometimes I wish that I was dead, I’m broken So I call this therapist And she said, “Girl, you can’t be fixed, just take this.” I’m tired of trying to be normal I’m always over-thinking I’m driving myself crazy So what if I’m fucking crazy? And I don’t need your quick fix I don’t want your prescriptions Just ’cause you say I’m crazy So what if I’m fucking crazy? Yeah, I’m gonna show you Loco, maniac, sick bitch, psychopath, Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’m gonna show you, Yeah, I’m gonna show you Mental out my brain, bad shit go insane, Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’m gonna show you Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’ve been searching city streets Trying to find the missing piece like you said And I say child don’t need to find There’s not a single thing that’s wrong with my mind Yeah, I’m tired of tryna be normal I’m always over-thinking Driving myself crazy So what if I’m fucking crazy? And I don’t need your quick fix I don’t want your prescriptions Just ’cause you say I’m crazy So what if I’m fucking crazy? I’m gonna show you Loco, maniac, sick bitch, psychopath, Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’m gonna show you, Yeah, I’m gonna show you Mental out my brain, bad shit go insane, Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’m gonna show you (I’m gonna show you) Crazy, crazy, yeah I’m gonna show you Crazy, crazy, yeah I’m gonna show you Crazy, crazy Tired of tryna be normal I’m driving myself crazy And I don’t need your quick fix I don’t want your prescriptions Just ’cause you say I’m crazy So what if I’m fucking crazy?! Yeah, I’m gonna show you Loco, maniac, sick bitch, psychopath, Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’m gonna show you, Yeah, I’m gonna show you Mental out my brain, bad shit go insane, Yeah, I’m gonna show you I’m gonna show you Yeah, I’m gonna show you
My 2 cents – I feel this song. So much. I have been fighting mental illness my whole life. I was misdiagnosed when I was younger, and the meds for the diagnosed disorder were not good for me. I ended up hallucinating, or lethargic. Added to the symptoms I already have… Well I was miserable. And I had a hard time getting doctors to hear me. So I often felt like I was crazy, and it was not a good thing. I think that we sometimes celebrate crazy with out helping it. It’s become cool to be out of your mind. Except for if you really are.
So I have been absolutely busy. Writing and organizing books for publication. Problem is that I have been writing entries for upcoming anthologies… Not stuff that I am able to share. Add in a overwhelming exhaustion… I slept all of yesterday and could have continued to sleep. For me that is a strange thing. I am an insomniac, so sleep often gets left off of my to do list.
I released Dylan and the Pet Zombie, and I put Beautys Tears in to be released. I will probably be doing the book birthday post today. I realize that I forgot to do my Saturday link post for the month. This was a busy weekend… And I will be definitely telling you all about it on Thursday.
Today I am just taking a couch day. I honestly need a chance to recover. I did some yesterday. But I have to finish the resting. This time in less zombie… Lol.
Just wanted to give a shout out and let everyone know that we have added a new member to the FCP family! Give a great congrats to Deedra Nichole Hanekamp! She will be our new Consulting Editor!
Hey all, Cyndi here with some awesome news! With the new year starting, Patti and I have put our heads together and decided to expand Fae Corps. We will no longer be Fae Corps Publishing but Fae Corps Inc! We will have two ‘arms’ of the company – Fae Corps Publishing, which will stay right here were we’ve been, AND Fae Corps Studios, which is where we will have a separate website.
FCP will continue with publishing and showcasing authors and aritsts. FCS will be where Patti and I showcase and sell our various arts and crafts. Once we have that set up and ready to go, we will post the link, but it will take a while as we have the amazing upcoming release party and release day of Faery Footprints!
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