Oh, oh Oh, oh I should be living the dream But I’m livin’ with a security team And that ain’t gonna change, no I got a paranoia in me And you wouldn’t believe Everything that I seen, no Comin’ apart at the seams And no one around me knows Who I am, what I’m on Who I’ve hurt and where they’ve gone I know that I’ve done some wrong But I’m tryna make it right To the one I love, paint me wrong Give me a light now (Oh-oh) You know that I love you But I’m still learnin’ to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) I’m still learnin’ to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) Yeah, yeahI should be livin’ the dream But I go home and I got no self-esteem (No) You think I’m swimmin’ in green But it’s passed around my family tree No man wants to really commit Intimidated ’cause I get paid and shit In the crowd, you’re readin’ my lips But no one around me knows Who I am, what I’m on Who I’ve hurt and where they’ve gone I know that I’ve done some wrong But I’m tryna make it right The same mistakes on and on To all my friends, I’m sorry for You know that I love you But I’m still learnin’ (I’m still learnin’) to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) Yeah, yeah I’m still learnin’ (I’m still learnin’) to love myself (To love myself) (To love my, to love my, to love my) Yeah, yeah (Oh, oh) Oh, I try and I try to remember sometimes If I breathe, it’s alright, but some things don’t change I’m still learnin’ (I’m still learnin’) to love myself (To love myself) (To love my, to love my, to love myself) Who I am, what I’m on Who I’ve hurt and where they’ve gone I know that I’ve done some wrong But I’m tryna make it right To the one I love, paint me wrong Give me a light now (To the ones I love) To the ones I love I’m still learnin’ to love myself (To love my, to love my, to love my) Yeah, yeah I’m still learnin’ (I’m still learnin’) to love myself (To love myself) (To love my, to love my, to love my, ooh) And I try and I try to remember sometimes If I breathe, it’s alright, but some things don’t change I’m still learnin’ (I’m still learnin’) to love myself (Love myself) To love myself I’m still learnin’ to love myself
My 2 Cents – I find it so easy to love everyone else. I struggle to love myself. I see too easily the flaws. So forgive me if I take a few…I’m Still Learning to love myself…
Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head There’s something in the water I don’t like the flavour, I don’t like the taste Searching for nirvana Something that’ll take it all away from me Don’t bother me, my misery It’s holding me Won’t let me speak Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (in my head) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head Tryna eat me, tryna feed me lies until I’m dead (’til I’m dead) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (in my head) It’s creeping in, it’s gonna get me by the end of the night I’m sinking deeper, still I’m reaching for the end of the light Burning in the lava You can’t go and pray this type of pain away Don’t bother me, my misery It’s holding me Won’t let me speak Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (in my head) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head Tryna eat me, tryna feed me lies until I’m dead (’til I’m dead) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (oh, head!)I feel like I can’t breathe I feel like I can’t sleep How did I not see? I’m unwell I feel like I can’t breathe I feel like I can’t sleep How did I not see? I’m unwell Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (in my head) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (oh, head!) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (in my head) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head Tryna eat me, tryna feed me lies until I’m dead (’til I’m dead) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (oh, head!)In my head Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head (in my head) Please, forgive me, I’ve got demons in my head
My 2 Cents- Ok…. I am behind on Loki. Just got to watch episodes 3 & 4 this weekend. (Me and a couple of friends are watching it together. This song began episode 3 and I just had to look it up. The lyrics feel, much like many of my favorite songs, like someone is watching my life too closely. The best songs always feel like they rip your heart out. You can understand it far better than you really want to. What song tears you apart?