Tuesday Tunes

Tuesday Tunes

Lyrics –


Dear diary, dear diary
I’ve been searching for a higher me
I’m in the sky, in the pilot’s seat, trying to stop my mind from spiraling
And that’s irony, that’s irony
I’m just looking for a resolution, I just want to be a better human
But it’s hard when everybody’s acting stupid
Pardon me if that came off rude, I just have a bad attitude
With the world and not just with you, it’s the side effects of abuse
I admit I’m a little strange, I don’t think that I’ll ever change
I survived a whole life of pain, you could say I escaped my fate

I’m a cynical, egotistical, unpredictable, hardened criminal
And I can be a little hypocritical, but I’ll admit it straight to your face
I’m unbreakable, irreplaceable, undeniably inspirational
I used everything I had available to make me the person I am today

Dear diary, dear diary
I just had another wild dream
I was in a world that admired me, and when I woke up I was smiling
And that’s irony, that’s irony
You talk a lot but you don’t even know me
I’m just hoping that my testimony will inspire y’all to stop acting phony
Pardon me if that came off weird, I don’t mean to be mean, I swear
I have been through a lot this year, I just want to make a few things clear
I don’t like it when people hate behind my back and not to my face
Nowadays it just feels so fake, so I’ll cut the grass to expose the snakes

I’m unstoppable, it’s impossible
You don’t wanna see the diabolical side of me that never stops, is volatile
So I suggest you stay in your lane
I’m unapologetic, you know where it’s headed
I will never ever let up off the pedal
I got the spirit of every warrior in me ever, so back the fuck up, get out my face

You’re a slave to labor and you praise the fascist
You kiss the hand that takes half in taxes
Faking outrage and being seen, a generation with no self-esteem
It’s time to rise up and stand against them, break the chains and finally see the vision
We’re post-traumatic from a broken system
Follow me into the chaos engine

It’s time to stand, it’s time to fight
Don’t be afraid to twist the knife
Your sacrifice to break the curse
Prepare to die, prepare to burn
Abandon hope, it’s not enough
‘Cause all our gods abandoned us
Your sacrifice to break the curse
Light the match, watch it burn

Heaven falls, the angels die
Let it burn from the start
When everything falls apart

When everything falls apart (why have you forsaken me?)
When everything falls apart (heavy is the crown, you see)
When everything falls apart (why have you forsaken me?)
When everything falls apart (heavy is the crown, you see)
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart


My 2 cents –


This has been my earworm lately. it is a powerful song. I believe it is my favorite from this band. So do you listen to a playlist or the same song on repeat? I get burned out on songs and need the playlist but I was curious as to the way others do it. My son listens to the same song on repeat.

Tuesday Tunes

Tuesday Tunes

Lyrics –


Cigarettes and alcohol
I could smell you down the hall
And know which one of you that I would get
Pictures of us on the wall
Fist mark from the last close call
Couple hundred second chances left

You broke me down and stole my innocence
You said I’d never get out but I did

You hate that you can’t control me
You say that you wanna hold me
You hate that I know the real you
Hollow, shallow, see through
You hate that I took the power
It makes you feel like a coward
You say that you’re gonna save me
But you fucking hate me

Use me up just like a drug
Held me down and called it love
I thought that I had so much to lose
Another fight, another fuck
Another never good enough
You hate me ’cause I’m better without you
Without you

You hate that you can’t control me
You say that you wanna hold me
You hate that I know the real you
Hollow, shallow, see through
You hate that I took the power
It makes you feel like a coward
You say that you’re gonna save me
But you fucking hate me

But you fucking hate me
Oh

You broke me down and stole my innocence
You said I’d never get out but I did, I did

You hate that you can’t control me
You say that you wanna hold me
You hate that I know the real you
Hollow, shallow, see through
You hate that I took the power
It makes you feel like a coward
You say that you’re gonna save me
But you fucking hate me


My 2 cents –


This has been my earworm lately. it is a powerful song.

Tuesday Tunes


Lyrics –



verse
I keep swingin′ my hand through a swarm of bees ’cause I
I want honey on my table
I keep swingin′ my hand through a swarm of bees ’cause I
I want honey on my table
pre-chorus
But I never get it right
No, I never get it right
chorus
I keep swingin’ my hand through a swarm of bees
I can′t understand why they′re stingin’ me
But I′ll do what I want, I’ll do what I please
I′ll do it again ’til I′ve got what I need
I’ll rip and smash through the hornet’s nest
Do you understand I deserve the best?
And I′ll do what I want, I′ll do what I please
I’ll do it again ′til I got what I need
verse
I try to stick this pin through a butterfly ’cause I
I like all the pretty colors
But it just fell apart, so I flung it in the fire
To burn with all the others
pre-chorus
′Cause I never get it right
No, I never get it right
chorus
I keep swingin’ my hand through a swarm of bees
I can′t understand why they’re stingin’ me
But I′ll do what I want, I′ll do what I please
I’ll do it again ′til I got what I need
I’ll rip and smash through the hornet′s nest
Do you understand I deserve the best?
‘Til you do what I want, I′ll do what I please
I’ll do it again ’til I′ve got what I need
bridge
And this time, I′ll get it right
This time, I’ll get it right
It′s gonna be this time, I’ll get it right
God, let it be this time, I get it right
chorus
So I′m cuttin’ that branch off the cherry tree
Singin′ this will be my victory
Then I
See them comin’ after me
And they’re followin′ me across the sea
And now they′re stingin’ my friends and my family
And I
I don′t know why this is happening
verse
But I’ll do what I want, I′ll do what I please
I’ll do it again ′til I got what I need
outro
I keep swingin’ my hand through a swarm of bees ’cause I
I want honey on my table


My 2 cents –


to me this song talks about persistence to the point of ignorance. it’s a fantastic song, but I feel like it is largely misunderstood .

Tuesday Tunes


Lyrics –


I’m through with standing in line to pubs I’ll never get in
It’s like the bottom of the ninth and I’m never gonna win
Life hasn’t turned out quite the way
I want it to be (tell me what you want)
I want a huge sail that’ll hold the squalls
And a big black ship with some cannonballs
Don’t wanna join Davy Jones twenty thousand
Leagues under the sea (so how you gonna do it?)
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even roll my bed and change my name, we…
We all just wanna be big rockstars
Live in hilltop houses driving 15 cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We all stay skinny ’cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP’s with the movie stars
Every good gold digger is gonna wind up there
Every Playboy Bunny with her bleached blonde hair
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a rum dealer on speed dial
Hey, I wanna be a rockstar
Gonna sing those songs that offend the censors
Singing those songs that offend the censors
Popping my pills from a Pez dispenser (rockstars don’t do mornings)
Get washed up sailors writing all our songs
Get washed up sailors writing all our songs
Lipsync them every night so I don’t get them wrong
We’ll sing them dusk till morning, we
We all just wanna be big rockstars
Live in hilltop houses driving 15 cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ’cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP’s with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s gonna wind up there
Every Playboy Bunny with her bleached blonde hair
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a rum dealer on speed dial
Hey, I wanna be a rockstar
Everybody’s got a rum dealer on speed dial
Hey, I wanna be a rockstar


My 2 cents –


this one has 2 things going for it…I love sea shanties and nickelback is decent.

Tuesday Tunes


Lyrics –


Got a boy back home in Michigan
And it tastes like Jack when I’m kissing him
So I told him that I never really liked his friends
Now he’s gone and he’s calling me a bitch again
There’s a guy that lives in a Garden State
And he told me that we make it ’til we graduate
So I told him that the music would be worth the wait
But he wants me in the kitchen with a dinner plate
I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe that we’re meant to be
But jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy get the best of me
Look, I don’t mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah
Always make the same mistakes ’cause
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love
Got a girl with California eyes
And I thought that she could really be the one this time
But I never got the chance to make her mine
Because she fell in love with little thin white lines
London girl with an attitude
We never told no one but we look so cute
Both got way better things to do
But I always think about it when I’m riding through
I believe, I believe, I believe, I believe that I’m in too deep
And jealousy, jealousy, jealousy, jealousy get the best in me
Look, I don’t mean to frustrate, but I
Always make the same mistakes, yeah
Always make the same mistakes ’cause
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
I’m bad at love, yeah
I know that you’re afraid I’m gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
Each time the feeling fades
I know that you’re afraid I’m gonna walk away
Each time the feeling fades
You know I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
But you can’t blame me for tryin’
You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’
You were the one (ooh-ooh)
That could finally fix me
Lookin’ at my history
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Oh, you know, you know, you know, you know
I’m bad at love (ooh-ooh)
Ohh, oh


My 2 cents –


by time I was 21 this felt like me. I have more or less been with the same person since then but even that at times has felt like it fits the song .