I really don’t see the reason why automatic Rifles are necessary. I can accept handguns (self defense) and shotgun or regular rifles (hunting) but I don’t see a reason why automatic rifles are not being made harder to get ahold of…the only use of AR weapons is killing people..
I find myself judging me for things done in anxiety. The things I should be doing eat at me, whispering in my ear deafeningly. I cannot grow a care… Though I know the reasons that I should.
The things that would happen are just as bad, telling me how important it is and why I should be sad. Instead the urging only reverses my mind to anger quixotically, making a monster of the rage building deep inside of me.,
The could be is somehow worse, for in me, these are the ones that hurt. I feel like I am not enough, because I can not make them happen no matter how hard I try.
So the should, the would, and the could, each have their place in stretching my anxiety into another day. They make me into a nervous wreck, weighing each mistake as a possibility. Fighting the trio I become a careless me.
Pattimouse 