Monday PoetryA day for me to discuss musicSerena MossgravesArsty Fartsy ThursdayFriday ShareMy self reflections and RantsQuicksilver PoetryBook reviews
Okay. I mentioned I had plans for the blog…. The plan from this week until I do another challenge is….(Probably after the next challenge if I am honest)
Monday – Poetry Or Patrica Harris Teasers. (If I get to the Point where Susan Ann Andrews Has teasers I will redo the schedule Tuesday Tunes. – Where I talk about music Wow Wednesday – this is going to be teasing Serena Mossgraves Artsy Fartsy Thursday- This is where I will post my art & Maybe talk about art in general. Friday share- this is where I ask you to share what you have found with me. Saturday & Sunday – This is where I post the random Thoughts…book reviews and rants. This will not be an every week thing.
The Pictures on the post are going to be the ones I use the most. There should be book birthdays as well but I am terrible at remembering to post it on both here and Fae Corps. So it gets posted there first.
The remaining challenges in 2025 that I am considering: Sketchtember , November PAD, the Fae50k
Does that mean I will do them? No. I have a busy life.
I have been posting daily for over 60 days now. Between the PAD challenge and the MerMay challenge I have been sure to get something up for the last two months.
Fae corps publishing is doing a short story prompt a day for June but it is just a bit too much for me. I am going to be trying to get caught up with the publishing work I am slightly behind on. so I am going to be going back to the weekly posts and weekends off except for the occasional random ones. I will be doing a few things differently for the weekday posts. I hope you enjoy it. I want to squeeze an art post in somewhere. I am hoping to post a bit more….but I don’t know if I will. I am back to running both my own personal blog and Fae Corps Publishing’s blog. so I am bound to mess up some where. I do the schedule for the week on Sunday for both.
So I was talking to my therapist about how inadequate I felt when it came to my art…she laughed and said stop trying to be perfect leave some for the rest of us…and it got me thinking.
I feel inadequate and insecure but honestly how many people are intimidated by what I do manage. I might seem to be handling it perfectly to the outside…but so many do not see how close I get to jumping off my own personal cliff.
No one judges me as badly as I judge myself. So I promise you that I am not perfect. I drop more balls than I catch on any given day. I work myself to exhaustion and then I get mad at myself for napping.
So, trust me I am not perfect. I am kind hearted and I will gladly help those I can. Which has gotten me called a door mat a few times. I have boundaries but most people don’t know when I get done, because I don’t keep contact with the people that break boundaries.
There’s still days where I don’t see my own light. Days I struggle with my demons. I am doing better….but I am not done yet.
Pattimouse 