okay it’s Monday night and I am not feeling well. I only got today’s post scheduled yesterday due to a migraine. today I am finding myself fighting with a head cold in subfreezing temps. I will try to get posts up as I am able this week but I don’t want to promise that I will be able . Tuesday is not going to be having a post . I am going to try to get Wednesday and the rest up .
Lost memories seem to weave the idea of grief into daily life, speeding the thoughts through the loom making the blanket of heaviness to weigh on the mind.
Perhaps forgetting is better, a feather instead of stone... the moment left alone when the weight is less on the shoulders than Atlas knows.
A murder takes flight on wings of shadow against a field of the purest white towards an azure sky. I find myself wanting to join them, spreading wings and taking flight.
The extreme beauty in the difference between the shadow and the light, fills the world with wistful imagination.
White sands build these mountains, beauty at the start
Climb so high till your feet can’t touch the ground
Head so clouded, you’re right where I want you now
I become your medication Get off on numb sensation
Know every single weakness Bring out your inner demons
This devil digs deeper down inside of me
Will you get out of me
Will you get out of me
I’ll tempt you with my siren song
Close your eyes and just sing along
I can feel you thinking
One more kiss is all I need from this
Do you crave me, or am I just your escape?
From the darkness that resides inside your brain
Call me devil baby, but you know the truth
The only thing that you fear is you (It’s you)
I become your medication Get off on numb sensation
Know every single weakness
Breaking you down to pieces
This devil digs deeper down inside of me
Will you get out of me
Will you get out of me
I’ll tempt you with my siren song
Close your eyes and just sing along I can feel you thinking
One more kiss is all I need from this
There’s a devil inside me
Head so clouded, you’re right where I want you know
This f **ing devil! This devil digs deeper down inside of me
Will you get out of me
Will you get out of me
I’ll tempt you with my siren song
Close your eyes and just sing along I can feel you thinking
One more kiss is all I need from this
This f **ing devil’s white grip Is all I need from this
My 2 cents –
Ever get a song stuck in your head and not be able to put your fingers on what the song is? This was my song this week. All I had was the rhythm. Then the boyfriend randomly decided to play it. whew, that cleared the song from my mind.
The words that drip from your tongue burn deeply into the soul, Caustic like the acid, Perhaps I am lost in a fog of the brain melted by what you had to say...
I stand here broken, wondering if I have made many the wrong choice, Walking through the acid rain... for someone who will never see the damage inflicted. For the one who will always cause me pain.
Pattimouse 