To be honest I did not know what to say this week.
How often can you complain about the same thing before even you start to see it as just whining? And that is often the thing with chronic illness…we end up feeling like we are whining. No one wants to hear that it hurts for the millionth time. We can’t do anything that remotely feels useful.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone is interested in the dribble I do have to say. Then I think about it and realize that it doesn’t matter. I still need to speak my truth. I still have to get up and fight every day. Giving up is not in the cards.
So, Though I really didn’t know what to say today…I wanted to at the very least say HI. I Exist!
the candle flickered softly
till the snuffer was brought forth.
the illusion of knowledge
given to the world is stripped
as the light fell from the eyes
of the innocent when truth was seen.
perhaps the snuffer has uses,
the world darkness does need…
the light has uses and knowledge
can be gleaned by leaving
the innocent to see.
Another day in this carnival of souls Another night settles in, as quickly as it goes The memories are shadows, ink on the page And I can’t seem to find my way home And it’s almost like Your heaven’s trying everything Your heaven’s trying everything To keep me out All the places I’ve been and things I’ve seen A million stories that made up a million shattered dreams The faces of people I’ll never see again And I can’t seem to find my way home ‘Cause it’s almost like Your heaven’s trying everything To break me down ‘Cause it’s almost like Your heaven’s trying everything To keep me out ‘Cause it’s almost like Your heaven’s trying everything To break me down ‘Cause it’s almost like Your heaven’s trying everything Your heaven’s trying everything To break me down To break me down To break me down Your heaven’s trying everything Your heaven’s trying everything To break me down
My 2 cents –
with chronic illness hitting hard and sensory overload setting in because of the weather changes…plus I overloaded my work load…I am feeling this song lately.
So I have shared 2 book reviews over the last two weeks. I am temped to start doing that more…but I have to find a way to do such without adding to the media files on here. I will be thinking on it.
It would be an interesting addition to the blog. However it is adding to my already busy schedule.
It is not as if I do not read enough to be able to share at least my thoughts…Just how to do such without blowing out the media files….hmmm
When you feel that rage (When you feel that) When you feel that rage We’re the underdogs roaming in the dark We’re the savages born from worlds apart Our past has shown just how we bleed A blind future in front of me Lost and fractured to the point of break So come and play with that rage (That rage) Light a match and reignite the flames (The flames) This ain’t the end, we’re here to stay We rush into the unknown Fearless and brave So don’t throw it away (That rage) Won’t stop until sweet victory We’ve been working towards the goal for most our lives Every challenge that we faced, we have survived Our confidence is growing everyday Finally it is our time to reign Our past has shown just how we bleed A blind future in front of me Lost and fractured to the point of break So come and play with that rage (That rage) Light a match and reignite the flames (The flames) This ain’t the end, we’re here to stay We rush into the unknown Fearless and brave So don’t throw it away (That rage) Won’t stop until sweet victory We’re the underdogs roaming in the dark We’re the savages born from worlds apart And now I know that this is just the start We will fight for everything we are RAGE, that RAGE (When you feel that rage, when you feel that) RAGE, that RAGE (When you feel that rage, when you feel that) Rage (That rage) Light a match and reignite the flames (The flames) This ain’t the end, we’re here to stay We rush into the unknown Fearless and brave So don’t throw it away (That rage) Won’t stop until sweet victory We will go down in history So come and play with that rage (That rage)
My 2 cents –
I find myself avoiding social media and news…I am enraged at the politics and shenanigans that the government is getting up to. I am scared for those who are endangered by the stupidity that is going on and I feel helpless.
Pattimouse 