Worn out and worn thin

So, as you know, I had a vacation. Randomly. It was sprung upon me. Then the fourth of July. I didn’t celebrate it, but I did have a cookout planned. I don’t often have people at my place…I am not generally a people person, I am a serious introvert. It was planned months ago. Hence the reason why I said that I would be back on the fifth…I should have said that I would be back next week. Exhaustion has me.

The mental toll of ten days with my family and a basic dinner party are more than enough to drop me. There is a reason why introverts like to be alone. I have found that in the last five days I have dissociated twice. That is more than I had in the six months prior. I am going to be around. I am going to be posting…but it may take me a couple of weeks to get back to the routine again. I need to go slowly to keep from doing damage to my mental health.

I really appreciate your patience as I recover. I do have some exciting things that are coming up soon. I have a lot to share with all of you. I just need to get back into it slowly.

3 thoughts on “Worn out and worn thin

  1. Sometimes, these gatherings take a whole lot of energies out of us, especially when we’re too used to being by ourselves, and, entertaining these guests who came takes a total toll on our lives, and we need a lot of time afterwards to recover. Something i can totally, relate to.

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