I am not my mother’s Pious Daughter I am one who runs barefoot cursing sharp stones I am not my mother’s righteous daughter I will tattoo my skin I will not lower my voice She birthed a witch when she wanted a lady She prayed for a child who would walk with the lord But I watch the stars and I live by the planets I cut her dreams short with the edge of my sword We’re not our mother’s saintly daughters We forge our own paths, we sing our own tune We’ll make our own family and walk with our ancestors One day we’ll meet them with a song and a broom.
My Two Cents- I usually do Youtube for the video, Today this song is from TikTok. It is a reimagination of I am my Mother’s Savage Daughter. I truly love this. I am not the daughter my mother wanted…and that does not make me less. I am me, and I think I need to remember what that really means.
Well me, it’s nice talking to myself A credit to dementia Some day you too will know my pain And smile its “black-tooth grin”
If the war inside my head Won’t take a day off I’ll be dead My icy fingers claw your back Here I come again
Feeling paranoid True enemy or false friend? Anxiety’s attacking me And my air is getting thin
Feeling claustrophobic Like the walls are closing in Blood stains on my hands And I don’t know where I’ve been
Once you committed me Now you’ve acquitted me Claiming validity For your stupidity
I’m chomping at the bit I’m sharpening the axe Here I come again, whoa! Sweating bullets
My Two Cents- Remember the war within? Yeah, I am still fighting. Don’t we all fight those voices? I have spent quite a few years worried about my mental health issues getting me locked away. Asylums are not good places. Especially when you are extremely claustrophobic. My mind is a place where so many wars have been fought. And I know I am not alone.
Wanna be loved every night Wanna know she’s only mine Breathe her in, give me life Got all these hearts in line They all wasting their time ‘Cause only you do me right
Baby, you should pick up the phone ‘Cause I’m wondering if you’re alone ‘Cause I’m driving down Sunset If you’re ’round, come get it If you come, come get it
I wanna be missed like every night I wanna be kissed like it’s the last time Say you can’t eat Can’t sleep, can’t breathe without me I wanna be held, fragile like glass ‘Cause I’ve never felt nothing like that Say you can’t walk Can’t talk, go on without me
Aren’t you tired every day? ‘Cause I run through your brain Hold me down, keep me safe This is as good as it gets Don’t you dare second guess Only want you saying yes
Baby, you should pick up the phone ‘Cause I’m wondering if you’re alone ‘Cause I’m driving down Sunset If you’re ’round, come get it If you come, come get it
I wanna be missed like every night I wanna be kissed like it’s the last time Say you can’t eat Can’t sleep, can’t breathe without me I wanna be held, fragile like glass ‘Cause I’ve never felt nothing like that Say you can’t walk Can’t talk, go on without me
Say, say you can’t eat Say, say you can’t sleep Say, say you can’t breathe You can’t breathe without me You can’t breathe without me
I wanna be missed like every night I wanna be kissed like it’s the last time Say you can’t eat Can’t sleep, can’t breathe without me I wanna be held, fragile like glass ‘Cause I’ve never felt nothing like that Say you can’t walk Can’t talk, go on without me
I wanna be missed, come hold me I wanna be kissed, come feel me Come, come make me feel missed (I wanna be missed) Come, come make me feel missed I wanna be held, come hold me I wanna be felt, come feel me Come on make me feel missed (come on make me feel) Girl, come make me feel missed Make me feel missed
My Two Cents-
It’s pride month and I couldn’t resist the urge to post a girlfriend song. I really enjoy this song. I am Pansexual. My blog is always a safe place for all. What is your favorite Gay song?
Hey, your glass is empty It’s a hell of a long way home Why don’t you let me take you? It’s no good to go alone
I never would have opened up But you seemed so real to me And after all the bullshit I’ve heard Refreshing not to see That I don’t have to pretend She doesn’t expect it from me
So, don’t tell me I Haven’t been good to you Don’t tell me I Have never been there for you Just tell me why Nothing is good enough
Hey little girl, would you like some candy? Your Momma said it’s okay The door is open, come on outside No, I can’t come out today
It’s not the wind that cracked your shoulder And threw you to the ground Who’s there that makes you so afraid? You’re shaken to the bone And no, I don’t understand You deserve so much more than this
So, don’t tell me why He’s never been good to you Don’t tell me why He’s never been there for you Don’t you know that why It’s simply not good enough
Oh, so just let me try I will be good to you Just let me try And I will be there for you I’ll show you why You’re so much more than Good enough
So, don’t tell me why He’s never been good to you Don’t tell me why He’s never been there for you Don’t you know that why It’s simply not good enough
Oh, so just let me try I will be good to you Just let me try And I will be there for you I’ll show you why You’re so much more than Good enough
My Two Cents- This song stuck with me. The person who I have always thought of when I have heard it is no longer welcome in my life…but the song still stands for the idea that I am enough. I don’t often feel like I am. I struggle with my own worth. I hope that those who are like me and struggle will hear this message. you don’t always see the ones that adore you for the perfect person you are. You are enough. You are more than enough. you are perfect.