I am not quiet about my mental illness. I sit and listen to others who need me as often as I can. Mostly because I feel like I am often not heard myself. I scramble to speak, and I am as precise in my language as I can be…because words are important…But there are days when the words leave me.
Sometimes It is easier to advise others than to listen to what you yourself need to hear.
And lately I am finding the words harder than I would like to admit. I have had to make choices for my own mental wellbeing that have left me drained.
So, Like so many others I seek the happy chemicals on the internet. Scrolling, and wishing it was a easy thing to just choose to be happy.
I have work to do.
I refuse to let those who depend on me down. So, I have had my moping period…And now I am done. I have my own plans for what life should be. I have happiness that I will seek out.
So…If you catch me moping again, know it will pass.
I am not here to sit upon a dead ass and be miserable.
Pattimouse 
Sometimes, you need to put your self, before everyone else, no matter how pressing others’ needs are, they can wait. Take good care of yourself FIRST, then, you will have, enough to, take care of, others, and, this is, NOT, being, “selfish”, so, don’t let, anybody guilt you into, feeling that by caring for yourself, you are not, doing what you’re, supposed to, because if you allow someone to make you feel that you ard not, worthy of your care, you are, enabling the other individual’s, abuse of, you
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Wishing you the best of luck!
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